Random Babblings

I close my eyes to imagine
The image of your beauty.

Your eyes that sparkle,
And twinkle a smile.

Your hair that curls,
And the hand that moves to sweep it away.

The same hand that holds mine.

Your lips that softly press against my neck,
My hand, my cheek, my lips.

Your voice, as it laughs and smiles
With whispers of love.

Again those eyes,

The thousands of words that are spoken with them.

I open my eyes to see,
The image if your beauty,
Standing there,
In front of me.

ever notice how when you think back through out your life,most of the stuff you remember, you wish you didn't. or bbetter yet that they were no longer in existence, (notebooks jewel..) but at the same time those are the things that shape you the most, the things that make you into the person you are.those are the moments, though embarassing, or horrible, you will never forget. Perhaps its because deep down, you don't want to forget them. 





tell me what you think

I love you

My sister stayed over last night. She got in a fight with her boyfriend, she is now a single mother of two. At least for the time being she is.

It scares me. more then anything i don't want that to happen to me, i want to live happily with you Nick. Don't ever let that happen to us. Please.

I do right now.....

that you won't be the one i marry

I wish I could take all your pain
and put it in a bottle
and throw that bottle in the ocean
so the waves could wash them all away.

why haven't you called?

i miss you baby.

please.....



i don't think that you realize how much this is killing me. I need to talk to you. I need to know that you're still mine. Please, just call me.